I've been thinking a lot about timing lately. In relationships you not only have to find the right person, but it has to be at the right time. I never expected that finding the right TIME would be harder than finding the right PERSON! I've never really experienced the feeling of something being right, but with absolutely wrong timing before recently. It's been one of the saddest moments I've experienced. To know that nothing is wrong in a relationship except the timing is hard to swallow. Having that conversation was the hardest thing I've done in a long time. It feels like when Carrie was moving to Paris with Alexandr and Big shows up again and she has to tell him goodbye. That's hard stuff!! But I've felt more peace in my life. Being honest about my feelings has made a big difference, even though it's been very hard. But I'm feeling much better about where my life is now, and that everything and everyone is in the right place.
I know that someday will be the right day for me. And until then I'll keep being honest with the people in my life and I'll keep hoping that the right guy will fall into my lap at the right time. :)
